Not Laughing

I got an email from classmates.com recently. It said that someone had signed my profile there and was thinking of me now. I read that and wondered who it could be. I had just been back home and wonder if word had spread. I always try for the low profile, but sometimes that doesn't work in a small town.

I clicked the button to see who was peeping me out. Boy, was I surprised! I mean damn, the heavens and earth are moving for this one! It was Benji, my first love. Awww, how sweet, you say, right? Wrong! It's how sick.

Benji died in 1988. It was one of the most tragedic moments from my high school memories. It's ok now. I survived, made peace and kept rolling with life. But no matter what, it never takes away the fact that he was my first love and will forever reign with that title and that moment in my past.

I wonder who did it. I still don't know.

Classmates is investigating. They sent me their apology and that they would take care of this matter. I hope that whoever posted it is blessed with some awareness. I am sure I am not the only surprised one to see Benji making online connections since a whole profile was created for him.

My initial sadness faded quick. Many memories of happy times flooded my mind. Somehow, he still manages to be part of my life and thoughts. That's cool. It's nice to be reminded that I have someone special out there.

Somehow through prank or wondering down memory lane, I have realized that I am not alone or forgotten afterall.

Stay sweet 'n smile............................Mz.